Ugh. I want to suggest you write more, but I’d rather you have no reason to write this. Take care of yourself. The good news is, you’re probably going to kick ass at jiujitsu.

i feel the same way about your writing lately too - including the wish that you didn’t have a reason to write a lot of what you’ve written. but i find it brave that you’re willing to unpack your luggage in writing. i’m too much of a coward.

anyway, the interesting auto-biographical stuff, i can’t write about in public. ;)